What a tremendous Satsang/Devotional Time today was! There was so much love and light being extended as we looked at L108, “To Give and to Receive are One in Truth”. As Cate was guided to instruct us as well as in quiet time, I was being so filled up with light/love…& at the very same time, experiencing such deep tension and inner conflict as thoughts of special love/hate relationships kept rising, surfacing & flushing throughout. The more the joining/love, the more the discomfort/fear of letting go kept surfacing! The special love/hate relationship has been cherished in me (as a way of separation) for a long time & I could feel how great the loss I think there is in letting it go…YET, the commitment and growing desire I have for peace is starting to override these held ideas and I’m more willing to sit in ‘the burn’. I can’t say ‘I’m done”…but I can express how very very grateful I am for ALL that’s showing up in my dream to show me the way! Thank you Cate, Shannon and all Mighty Companions for what seemed like a Mighty Journey today
PS. Directly after the Satsung, my partner (who I’d just done a blessing with during the guided meditation) came in and asked me with all love in his eyes, “How are you?” I felt so touched and held to shed some tears as way of release after such a big inward journey. A prompt and sweet reflection of giving/receiving being one in truth, I thought
In the morning..especially on the days that I work… have been writing about the kind of day I want and then committing to not make any decisions by myself (rules for decision)and it has been working so beautifully. I so appreciate the way Cate has been discussing this on our zoom meetings. Thank you thank you thank you Cate❤️