Here is something that happened November 17. I had been experiencing resistance from ego, and there were many tears.Then, someone online posted the Workbook Lesson, “God is the Mind with which I think.” How beautiful; it is calling me. I try to approach God’s mind, and I cry, it is so beautiful! I am afraid! I shake, tremble. It is the fear of God. The unworthiness barrier. And then…I found God. God was there. There was the altar to God the Father and God the Son. There was complete awe in the Presence of the Ineffable. Holy. My mind is also very holy. Tears of joy. I can come here whenever I want. There is only God. Mouth agape in awe.
Very calming. I want to stay. But I also want to tell people. Cate.
It has been there all along. God in my mind. Me in God’s mind. Tears and laughter together. The Peace of God is there. It has been there all along, too. Peace. My mind IS holy. That changes everything. God IS the mind with which I think. A recognition.
I love you.
I am Home.
Then the next day, the stories come back, attempts to cover God up.