I wrote this in my journal last Wed, it was an answer given to me after I had been praying for a few days how to let go of this reaction of fear I was having in my mind to a rape scene in a movie that was disturbing… I wanted to let go of the idea that bodies are real and can get hurt … and this imagining I had really helped me. It seems like it might be from hearing one of Cate’s teachings…
We get off the stage and put our arms around each other laughing saying that was a great performance! We all chuckle, and recount, “Did you see when I did that and she thought it was real!? And ooohh that was scary …and serious! Haha” and everyone is laughing not condescending but because it could be so hilarious and ludicrous to think we are bodies…