I would like to share one experience that maybe helpful for someone processing with fear of death or fear of God. It is about how we are lovingly helped when we surrender and give up our fear to Holy Spirit. Somewhere in September I shared on the Monday zoom-group my fear of dying from corona virus. The fear was more related to the way of dying from corona, very painfully and slowly suffocating and drowning. (I have experienced something similar from asthma years ago). Sharing this fear on the group Cate mentioned that it would be good to investigate, there can be hiding something else. I did ask HS to help me. Weeks later it came to my mind: the feeling of drowning arise from denying God´s love. I have denied God´s love all my life. The trick was that I did not know it. I just had asthma and I just did not want to die drowning. Then about week ago just before waking up in the morning I had an experience where I had to jump to green water sea to help somebody from drowning. There was so much alga that it was impossible to see anything. Soon I lost my sense of direction and I knew I myself was going to drown because I could not find surface and I had been under the surface too long time. There was nothing to do but surrender to drowning and death and stop trying to fight against it. I gave up. As soon as I gave up I realized that I don´t feel pain and I don´t suffer. I was under the water and everything was beautiful and peaceful, soft. It took some time to realize then that I was breathing while being under the water. I felt the water in my lungs but I was breathing air. The experience was loving and beautiful. I understood that nothing is what it seems to be. Not even death. I got beautiful and loving help facing my fear. We all do. We us persons are afraid because we don´t remember God´s love while It just waits and desires sharing itSelf with us. We are wrapped with love.